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Thriller
Oct. 31st, 2007 | 05:43 am
mood: 
morose
Last night was the most horrible night of my life. Nicky and Miyuki are both in the hospital because some people started fight. Miyuki has a broken wrist and I think a broken leg. Nicky is way worse... I'm going to talk to Afton and quit the musical. I don't have enough time to do everything I need to stay caught up and visit him and go to rehearsals.
I spent so much time at the police station... I had to tell and retell and retell the same story over and over and over again. I don't think they believed me that people could be that strong. The man that threw Miyuki (yeah, THREW her!!) was the same guy from the pizza place, the one that spewed on his pizza. The lady that was with him was with him that night at the pizza place too, but she left really quick. Maybe she's his girlfriend?
Daddy said I was allowed to stay home from school today, so I could sleep. He also said that we're going to have a serious talk about the beer that I drank. I'm probably going to be grounded for life...
Anyway, I gotta sleep... I'm going to visit Nicky as soon as I wake up.
Talk Later,
Carly
p/s BEV WAS AT THE PARTY!! She was all weird, I think she might be doing drugs.
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I Miss You
Oct. 29th, 2007 | 11:11 pm
mood: 
scared
Stacy and I were working on our costumes today, it was really fun. It was anyway... We were playing around in the kitchen (we're being the Yip Yips aliens from Sesame Street) and mom came in and screamed. We thought it was funny... then mom grabbed her chest and turned this weird color. I was so scared. Mark and Peter ran up and started giving her mouth to mouth, Stacy called 911. I was useless. They said she'll be fine though, that it wasn't a heart attack. So mom has something called angina and she'll be on medicine for a while, maybe forever. I think Mark is going to become a paramedic, he was pretty excited about saving mom's life.
Dad told me to go to rehearsal, he said me falling behind or quitting the musical wouldn't make mom very happy at all and that she was fine. I took a walk on the pier when I was done and tried to call Nicky. He didn't answer, he's probably pretty busy with tests and stuff. I'll call again later. I saw Ramona there and invited her to the party. I don't know if I'll go though, not if Mom's still in the hospital. They said she might be out tomorrow though, we'll see.
My arm still hurts where I got the shot.
Talk Later,
Carly.
p/s Nicky please call me.
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Wild & Mellow
Oct. 28th, 2007 | 11:24 pm
mood: 
exhausted
I've been working WAY too hard lately. Nicky took me to the movies tonight and I fell asleep! He's so great, the best guy ever. I'm going to make him dinner very soon. he likes tacos but we had those the first time he came over for supper. He had mom's curry too, I think he liked that. I'll ask mom what to make for him. She's been mad baking lately. Getting ready for Christmas. I think they're going to have a party for everyone at Dad's plant. I'm going to invite Nicky.
I talked to him about Lev asking me to be on his album, he said he was okay with it. How great is that huh? Now I just have to convince Dad that Lev's not some creepy old dude trying to get into my pants. Yeh rite, like I'd ever leave my first everything, not in a million years. I love Nicky more than the world. Maybe Afton will talk to Dad for me, I mean, it's a recording deal. I'll be in a real store!
I'd better get to bed... I'm so sleepy lately it's not even funny. Probably stress.
Talk Later,
Carly
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Sweet Melody
Oct. 27th, 2007 | 11:32 pm
mood: 
chipper
I did so much today! Nicky and I skipped this afternoon and we got the pill, then I made an appointment with the doctor to get that birth control needle. (Is it skipping if you get a doctor's note? I don't think so... anyway, we got a note) Then after we got home I visited Liam and brought him that gift basket that Mom helped me make. I feel so bad for breaking his foot, I totally didn't mean it. Sara is so going to take it out on me, she's so pissed because she has to stay with him all the time. She already told me at lunch that I owe her (or else). I decorated Liam's cast, I guess he's got to have it on for a couple of months. It's pink, I bet that totally drives Sara nuts, she hates pink.
Stacy came over for a little bit of a jam session before I had to go to rehearsal. We recorded a few covers and I burned the CD for her. One for her and one for me, we were pretty good, I think. She's really turning into a bestie, especially now that Ree's been hanging out with Chia Pet more and more. Rehearsal was good, I didn't make any mistakes. Greg was kind of peeved because I told him that I wasn't going to be going over to his place after, whatever right? I don't need math help that bad. I'm actually passing now. Thank you Nicky! <3
I went for a walk on the pier after and ohmygawd Lev was there! I didn't even notice him until he started playing. He asked me to sing with him, so I did... then people started coming around and we had an audience! Right on the pier! He told them all to look for me on his new album and then he asked me if I would sing with him on it! I was all SQUEE!! YES!!
It wasn't until after I remembered my promise to Nicky. I'll talk to him tomorrow, maybe he'll say it's okay for me to do this one job. It won't take as long as the musical, and I won't have to go in every day. As long as I don't screw up.
I can't wait to see Nicky again,
Talk Later!
Carly.
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In Dreams
Oct. 26th, 2007 | 01:07 pm
mood: 
flirty
I feel horrible!! Miyuki isn't friends with Nicolas anymore and it's probably all my fault. Maybe I tried too hard to be friends with her or something? I hope that someday she'll be friends with him again, even if she doesn't want to be mine. I don't want him to lose out just because I get in the way.
Rehearsal is going great, Greg is being super nice. He called me cutie today, I think I blushed so hard my ears turned purple. I don't like him like that or anything, but he's in college, you know? He made double sure that I was going to be at his place on Monday after rehearsal so he could help me with my math, that's so nice of him. I cleared it with Mom, but she said to keep my phone on just in case. She didn't seem too happy about it.
Good news lately though, Mom /really/ likes Nicky. We had a long talk today (birds and bees... yikes). She wanted to make sure he wasn't "pressuring" me into doing anything I didn't want to do. I told her he really wasn't. Good thing she sent the boys out for ice cream while we were talking. That's all I need is for Pete and Mark to get on my case about him. They still think that I should date one of the guys on the basketball team, but they seem to like Nicky just fine.
More good news, I got permission to go to the Halloween party that Ree and Trevor are having. I'm only allowed to go until midnight, then I have to be home. Maybe they think I'll turn into a pumpkin? (tee hee) Nicky said he's going as Captain Jack Sparrow, I bet he'll look totally hot. I'm still going to go as soap on a rope, I can't afford to get a good costume like everyone else.
Anyway, I should get going. The director's calling us up for rehearsal again.
Talk Later,
Carly.
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Revelations
Oct. 25th, 2007 | 05:01 pm
mood: chipper
I had such a weird day at rehearsal today. I guess what Afton did worked because for two days in a row Greg (the guy that plays Emcee) has been really nice to me. I guess he's not bitter that his girlfriend didn't get the part anymore. Anyway, he's been really gentle when we're doing the number and I don't have hardly any bruises anymore. Guess what? He even told me that he's a math major and he can help me with my homework. He gave me his address at the campus and told me to go over after rehearsal on Monday so he could give me a few pointers. How lucky is that, huh?
Nicky stayed over last night, it was /great/. I was trying to text Ree ALL DAY today but she wasn't answering... I hope she's okay. Maybe they don't get signal up in the woods or something. If she's not back on Monday I'm totally calling the cops.
Anyway, I have to get ready to go. Peter, Mark, Nicky and I are all going bowling after supper... Mom made us these lame matching shirts. Mine has a poodle patch on the pocket. I so totally grew out of that when I was 6.
Talk Later!
Carly.
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Bubbly!!
Oct. 23rd, 2007 | 05:56 pm
mood: 
loved
Yeah, this is the second post today... I'm back at Nicky's waiting for him to finish his shower before we go back home to have dinner with Mom and Things 1 and 2. He's so great.. you have no idea.
Anyway... there's something I really want to talk to you about, from last night. After Miyuki left, Nicky and I got really close. I mean /really/ close. When he started sleeping over at my house it was because I was afraid of what Ree said about Afton. Then it was because I was upset from the fight, I just didn't want to be alone. I wanted him to hold me until I fell asleep. Then when I stayed over at his house the first time, it went way further... but we didn't do IT yet. We got really close and then I got scared.
He gives me all these feelings, like I completely explode all over on the inside. I told him I wanted him to be my first... he even asked me if I was sure. I don't know if it's too soon, or was... I don't think it was. Everything felt so perfect. Last night was the most perfect night of my life.
He's getting out of the shower now, gotta go!
Talk Later,
Carly <3
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Sugar
Oct. 23rd, 2007 | 03:08 pm
mood: 
indescribable
I didn't want to get up this morning to go to school... or finish my homework. ilu Nicky! <3 We watched a movie for a little bit, then Miyuiki came over and I don't know what happened. I think she hates me or something because she kind of got upset and left. Nicky said that she likes both of us and that might have been what was making her like that. He said he would talk to her tomorrow. I hope she's okay, I wanted to introduce her to Stacy.
Leslie made fun of me in English today because I was practicing writing Carly Belmont all over my notebook. She said I was being "so lame", I can't help it. We made plans to go to the pizza place after school, I hope I see him there. I haven't been able to see him at school at all and I have to spend my lunches in the library to catch up on all this work. I wish I could have a break.
I'd better put this away, I want to get everything done so Mom will say I can go out tonight.
Talk Later,
Carly.
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Diamond Dreams
Oct. 22nd, 2007 | 11:37 pm
mood: 
giddy
So you know that I skipped school today, I got ALOT of homework done... and I think I understand those math problems that Nicky and Miyuki were explaining to me. I'm such a dork, huh? I skipped school to get all my homework done. I spent a lot of time with Nicolas too, that was so nice. Yeah, he's Nicky now <3
After we went bowling, Nicky drove me to Port Angeles to my rehearsal and guess who came? Afton! I was so happy, it's like forever since I've seen him. He promised to talk to the director about not letting Emcee grab so hard when we're dancing anymore. Afton was in Forks today too! I didn't even know, I guess he met Ree in the park. He said she was pretty scared of him, I wonder why. Afton even suggested that Nicky help me with my routine and stuff. I was going to ask him when he picked me up... but get this....
He took me to this awesome little Italian place and (omg) the hostess called me Mrs. Belmont! Ya, I totally didn't correct her. I think my ears turned a different color though, I have to remember to never wear ponytails around him. Don't want him dumping me because I have freak ears. I ordered some gnocchi and he had spaghetti. It was the best dinner ever.
We made it back to Forks before curfew, so he dropped me off at home. That's why I'm writing this now, diary, I'm just waiting for all the lights to go out so I can sneak out. I'm going to stay the night at his house again, this time I'm bringing my good toothbrush and pajamas. Did I forget to mention he's got the biggest bed I've ever seen? It's like three times the size of mine.
Oops, Mom and Dad's light went out. Five minutes and I'm out of here.
Talk Later,
Carly.
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Building A Mystery
Oct. 22nd, 2007 | 08:33 am
mood: loved
Yesterday was horrible but it ended so perfect. I failed a math quiz, one more and I have to have my parents sign off on something... it's making me sick just thinking about it. I went all day avoiding everyone, I feel horrible but I even avoided Nicolas because I just wanted to sulk. I don't want him to see me like that. It's bad enough that he was there for the fight with Ree and Chia Pet (which I totally feel awful about, but I'm still mad that she called me stupid TWICE). I pulled a jerky move because I brought her phone with me to school so I could give it back... then I didn't even bother looking for her.
So after school I drove right to the studio in Port Angeles, the drive is way too long, especially all by myself. Maybe I can get someone to come with me next time. Anyway... so my first rehearsal was horrible, the guy that plays Emcee was grabbing me way too hard. Then the director was yelling at me the whole time that I wasn't 'feeling' the part. I wanted to cry, but I didn't. I'm not going to make Afton sorry that he's my agent.
After I got back to Forks I went right to visit Nicolas at the pizza parlor. Guess who was there? Ree and Chia Pet... lucky day. Nicolas was sitting with them, probably being nice when I just can't right now. I'm still hurt. So I gave her phone back and went to sit somewhere else, I need to catch up on my math and try to get a good grade.
I met another friend of Nicolas' too. Her name is Miyuki, she's so cute! She's like a little Barbie doll, if Barbies had pink and blue hair and were Japanese. She helped me a lot with my math. I told her I could help her with the subjects I'm good at, English and History. I'd offer art, drama, and band too... but I don't think she'd be interested in those. Hey, I wonder if she takes BCIS or knows a lot about it? I'm going to ask her if she'll officially be my tutor. I can't ask Nicolas because I would totally end up staring at him or making out with him instead of doing homework (right?).
When Nicolas finished work we went back to his house and I stayed the night there, that's why I'm writing this in the morning. He's downstairs right now making breakfast.... He's so perfect <3
Talk Later,
Carly.
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Over the Reactor
Oct. 19th, 2007 | 06:48 am
mood: 
ecstatic
I have the /best/ day ever yesterday. Okay so the slumber party was a huge hit and I got to see Nicolas, which was a huge surprise. Some of the girls stayed a little longer to help me clean up the mess, but there really wasn't much to do. Girls are so clean! It was great.
Nicolas got here right on time and Afton pulled up right behind him! Guess what? I got a HUGE part in Cabaret! I'm sooooo excited. Dad and Mom were not so excited, they had this big discussion in the kitchen while the rest of us kind of tiptoed around. We had fish tacos, I asked for them. I made a salad too, with some homemade salsa to go on top (Nicolas said he liked it). We ate in the garage, we made out... Oh yeah... when we were kissing in the living room Pete and Mark walked in on us! I had to totally pay them off so they wouldn't tell. Losers. But it was worth it <3
We talked so much, and he asked me out. I have a boy friend! A real boyfriend, not like "I have a boyfriend that lives in Canada" kind of boyfriend. He's hot, he's smart, he's nice... he's even got a job and a car! And you know what else? He stayed over last night. Yeah, he got locked into the garage with me after 11 and so he stayed with me. He slept ON TOP of the covers though. He's still sleeping there while I'm writing this, he's so cute when he sleeps. I hope I didn't snore, that would be so embarrassing. Oh god, what if I had one of those nose whistles? I'm just not going to say anything... maybe I was normal.
I'm going to go wake up my /boyfriend/.
Talk Later,
Carly.
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The Boy Is Mine
Oct. 18th, 2007 | 02:47 am
mood: 
complacent
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And Then He Kissed Me....
Oct. 16th, 2007 | 11:58 am
mood: 
crazy
Peter fixed me up on a date tonight with one of his friends from the basketball team. Some jerk. First he made fun of me because of the movie I wanted to watch, then he said something really nasty about Ree. I've got better people to spend my time with and I don't need to be all cool with the basketball team. Peter's on it, that makes it uncool enough for me.
So..... I was at the movies, dateless, no ticket, and no way home. Guess what? Nicolas was there and he totally pulled a hero move on me. He bought me a ticket, offered to buy me popcorn and a drink... Well before that happened, Chia Pet decided to be his usual jerk self and accused me of playing two guys just because I asked for a ride home. Screw him. I decided to leave. That's when Nicolas caught up to me and offered to do all that, oh yeah, Chia Pet said he'd lend me money... but I really don't want to owe him anything. Who knows how he wants it paid back.
Nicolas was so nice, we talked all the way home. I didn't want him to know that I was really scared of the movie, but I think he might have caught on every time I screamed and closed my eyes during the scary parts. When he hit my driveway, he actually walked me to my door. Who does that anymore? Yeah, I totally asked him to because I was scared (I live right across the street from a cemetery hello) but when we got to the door we just talked more. I totally consider this my first date. He bought me a ticket, he drove me home, he walked me to the door... and then he totally kissed me.
I don't even know how to describe it. My first kiss /EVER/!! Well I didn't want it to be lame, so I kind of made it last a bit longer than I think he meant it to... and seriously, I totally got into it. Wow... It's nothing like I imagined. When it happened it was like my heart went all explody all over my insides. I wish it never stopped.
He asked me out on a second date, there was no way I was going to say no. So I asked him to come over for dinner on Sunday to meet Mom and Dad (just because I know Dad wouldn't ever let me go anywhere with him without meeting him).
Anyway... I gotta go. I can't wait to tell Ree.
Talk Later!
Carly. <3<3<3<3
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Strange Days
Oct. 15th, 2007 | 10:25 pm
mood: drained
I wanted to skip school today, take a personal day. I wanted to for two reasons. I didn't feel like seeing anyone, not after last night, and Ree and I wanted to go shopping in Port Angeles. Anything to keep my mind off Afton. I guess Mom was right and going to school was the best way to get out of my own head.
So many things happened, good and bad. I'll start with the good.
I met a couple of new people at lunch. A guy named Nicolas and a girl named Tambrey. Nicolas, I thought he would be a /perfect/ replacement for Jerky McJerkson. Ree's into that whole rebel look, plus bonus... he's a hottie. Tambrey, well... she's a bit weird, more like a little adult or goody two shoes than a real teenager. I bet her mom is super proud of her. Her mom is the new BCIS teacher, it's one of those classes that I have that I /really/ should have switched out of. It's too hard. I wonder if I can get credit for being in the marching band or something and quit BCIS.
So like I said, we were sitting in the caf eating lunch right? There we were, eating the disgusting chicken (not me, I had an apple), all woo and making plans to skip in the afternoon so we could go shopping and I saw IT through the window. Another polar bear!! This time it came RIGHT into the cafeteria. So yeah, I started freaking, right? How many days ago was it that stupid thing tried to attack me in the park? Like 2 or 3? I am /so/ going to ask Dad if I can start carrying an elephant gun. Anyway, I totally blacked out and when I finally woke up there was Nicolas, making sure I was okay. Totally a Fabio moment... like /right/ off the cover of a romance novel.
I ended up skipping the rest of the day at school anyway, but I don't know if it's actually skipping since I heard they closed after the bear attack and something about Tambrey. I went down to the record store because I wanted to get something angry to listen to, I didn't want to go home and explain to Mom, I could do that later. I met this guy there, Liam. I've seen him around town before, at the bookstore was the last time. I never thought there were many hot guys in a little town, how wrong was I? So this guy, Liam, he graduated last year and he's taking a year off before he goes to college. That's cool, I don't even know if I'm going to go to college... I can't keep my head in the books long enough to get good grades. It was really cool to talk to someone who knows music. We traded CD's and he even bought the one I suggested. Then... he did something really strange. He called it asking me out and seemed kind of put out when I answered his question. What do you say to "Do you like ice cream?" when you're on a diet? I have an audition in like... two days! I can't afford to be eating stuff that's going to make me bloat! So I wonder if I'll ever see him again either?
Talk Later,
Carly
p.s. Stacy totally caught me practicing too... who knew she liked girls? I didn't!
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How Do You Mend a Broken Heart?
Oct. 14th, 2007 | 09:06 pm
mood: crushed
So I told him that was great... or something.. and he said he's still my agent, and some other stuff. I can't remember because everything was kind of like a huge fog after that. I don't feel like singing... at all. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. But whenever I close my eyes all I can think about is Mom telling me to put on my happy face, because a smile makes everything better.
A smile isn't going to make this better.
Talk Later,
Carly.
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Better Day
Oct. 13th, 2007 | 08:42 pm
mood: loved
Dear Diary,
I think I'm in love, seriously… This is deeper than Lev. I met this gorgeous guy in Port Angeles tonight. I was kind of shopping for a dress for my audition and when I was making a wish at the fountain he scared the life out of me. Okay, so that part isn't the totally romantic part, I'm getting to that… Anyway, his voice was enough to just melt my skin off. I got shivers and I was wearing all my winter stuff! And he's so totally hot, for realz. I can't believe he talked to me! So I lost my penny and my wish but I kind of got something better.
So this guy "Afton" … Afton… Mrs. Afton…. shit I don't know his last name! Maybe he would take mine if we got married. So he would be Mister Afton Robertson… okay that just sounds kind of goofy. Mental note for next time… ASK THE LAST NAME! He bought me a latte, he touched my hand… I got this shiver. It was like a song! omg I need to finish all these songs I'm writing. Then I need to write one for Afton.
He's going to be my agent, or sponsor, or whatever… Basically he asked if he could buy me clothes. A guy that wants to buy me stuff! Wow!! He wants to meet me tomorrow to go shopping. I wonder if Mom and Dad will let me, it was too late to ask them by the time I got home.
Talk Later!!
Carly.
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The Jerkfaced Loserboy
Oct. 12th, 2007 | 07:35 pm
mood: 
bitchy
Dear Diary,
Oh.My.God. I was reading the arts paper from Seattle today and I found this ad for (… dun dun dun!) auditions for a Cabaret!! That's how the Pussycat Dolls started!! So yeah, I /totally/ found my new career focus. I've got the moves down for so many songs I think I could probably breeze my way through. Needed a dress though, so I went shopping at that little vintage store and cafe. Okay, so this place is all sorts of heinous. I guess it would be a good idea, except I don't want someone spilling coffee all over a dress I'm trying to buy.
ANWAY!! Guess who I met? I met some guy that's dating Ree! And wow… what a freaking jerk. He's dating TWO girls at the same time! AND he told the other girl that he did it with Ree! JERK JERK JERK JERKY MCJERKFACE!! I doubt that she'll ditch him though, he's got that whole "I'm a bad boy but I'm so damaged and vulnerable" thing going on. Lame.
So… get this. He took me upstairs in the coffee shop to change, right? And he gets a phone call from Ree (yeah, I totally listened in) and she's SUPER pissed, like crying… yelling at him… CRYING… So I ditched the clothes I was going to buy and head on over to her house. I totally locked the loser out! Until Ree let him in, girl needs to get some self esteem, seriously. Anyway, she's got this totally cute little brother, he's so adorable! Too bad CHI (yeah, that's his name… tard!) was all kinds of mean to him. Oh well, poor Ree is grounded now all because of that jerk.
Talk Later,
Carly
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The Attack
Oct. 11th, 2007 | 10:30 pm
mood: scared
Dear Diary,
I officially never ever want to go outside again! I almost died tonight!! DIED!! I was practicing my moves in the park, you know trying to get the Thriller dance down before 'Thrill Around the World', when something hit me in the face! There was this giant POLAR BEAR in the middle of the park in Forks throwing GARBAGE around! I got rotten roast beef and gross mayo all over me, but seriously… a BEAR!! THEN a WOLF came out! I thought for sure it was going to rip me to pieces, it was circling me and Ramona… oh yeah, Ramona was there too… She was so great. She knows how to handle wild animals, she told me to close my eyes and the next second she'd gotten both animals to follow her somewhere. SHE SAVED MY LIFE!!
I haven't seen her since, I hope she's okay. My mom and dad haven't let me out much since then, they're scared that I'm going to get eaten (probably just as scared as I am). So now I am never going anywhere that there is more than one tree. Not even the back yard.
Talk later,
Carly.
p.s. Oh yeah, the cop that brought me home was ~hot~
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Crazy Days
Oct. 10th, 2007 | 11:54 pm
mood: 
confused
Dear Diary,
Okay, things around here just get so heavy. The day started out just awesome… I got started on my chain text. I've invited 3 people so far, they each have to invite 5. So hopefully the garage will be /full/ of girls next week for my shindig. I'll have to get curtains for the whole garage, just in case Peter or Mark decide to crash (or worse yet, some guy I don't know).
I met Spencer today, he seems kind of nice. Definitely not the kind of guy Mom and Dad would let me hang around with though (he smokes pot), I hope his sister is a little more… straight? Anyway, he's alright, I don't think he's as bad of a stalker as I've heard though, so I'll be cancelling my request for blackout curtains for my room (I'll just get normal ones). He caught me while I was practicing my Thriller zombie dance. How totally embarrassing is that? I'll probably get laughed out of school if people know I do the 'Thriller'.
I saw Lev again tonight at the bowling alley when I was with Peter and Mark. Mark grabbed me and gave me a noogie, made me /livid/ and I ran away… right into Lev. If I wasn't still in high school I definitely think that I would… nvm, he probably just thinks I'm just a stupid fangirl anyway. He gave me his guitar tonight, the one he used at the Seattle concert, autographed it too. It's so gorgeous, I played it when I started writing a song about him <3 . So the thing that has me bummed about it is that Peter got in his face. So uncool. But then Lev got right back in Peter's face… so wierd. But now my chances of changing Dad's mind about us jamming together in the garage is totally blown, there's no way that Peter's going to keep his trap shut.
Anyway, so while I was writing the song I found Spencer's cell phone next to my soundboard. I have no idea how it got there, but I went to return it anyway. Color me all shades of surprised, Bev was there. It was cool though, we watched this show called True Blood while Spencer passed out on the couch. I was hoping that I'd see Charlene but she must have been busy or something. The show was really good except for all the naked.
Talk Later,
Carly.
P.S. Is it wierd that I got the guitar? I'm not telling dad or mom, just in case.
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Starstrukk!!
Oct. 9th, 2007 | 11:06 pm
mood: high
Dear Diary,
Okay, 20th best day of my life today. School wasn't really amazing, I made it through my first day without too many stares and not enough conversation. After school though, I was working on this new song and Ramona from Crimson Delirium just dropped by. Yes, in MY GARAGE!! I guess the guy next door, Spencer, is her boyfriend or something. Wierd, I thought he was my age… but oh well. Ramona! I couldn't believe it. I got her to sign my concert T, and I totally texted Becky, she's so jealous.
Anyway, so after Dad gave me a few bucks and told me to go find something to do… I guess he feels a little bad for me, I used to have so many friends back in Seattle. I went to the little ice cream store at the end of the block and there were some people there from my class! Avery (the girl) she left right away because someone she didn't like came in, and Trevor, he seems really nice, good buddy potential. Then another girl, Amaya, came in. She's really quiet, but she seems pretty nice… I think I'm going to totally have a sleepover next week and invite all the girls I've met so far. But that's totally not the best thing that happened today…. I met LEV KRINOV.
I know Ramona said that he wasn't great at guitar but I had /such/ a huge crush on him when they played in Seattle. I could have totally died right there (maybe if I did die right there he would catch me when I fell, how perfect would that be, huh?). Anyway… so Lev came in and I got his autograph too! Lucky I was wearing the Crimson Delirium shirt to show it off, huh? Then he totally said we should jam, can you believe it? Lev said /I/ should jam with /him/!! Dad said no way, he's too old. Sick.
I called Beverley and she came and stayed over. Mom made her awesome pretzel mix, but we didn't eat any of it. I think Beverley is on a health kick or something, she only wanted water. So I drank it too… I totally snuck down and got a coke zero as soon as she went to sleep. BUT!! I got more of the scoop on Spencer and then she told me to stay really really far away from him, Ramona, and Lev. She's pretty passionate about it, so I'll do my best… I don't want to burn any bridges though, I mean, Ramona and Lev are rock stars, they could totally be my in with a real record company.
Anyway, gotta hit the pillow!
Talk later,
Carly.